Huge,hot but strange turn on?

Ive been noticing that for a pretty long period ive been having this of getting turned on even just by reading about court cases where the guilty is sentenced to death or prison. The turn on is because I think that the judge who ordered the sentence would enjoy a lot while the guilty guy is in prison suffering. Also i think the same way when thinking about the police and the jury and not forgetting the prosecution who are all involved in sending the bad guy to the gallows or to prison. Even prisons guards and senior officers turn me on like hell when i think of their family life which could be sometimes exciting!!! Finally i always think that i shud have at least become a policeman or a prosecutor. The worst turn on that i got was when Saddam Hussein was hanged!!! So you can imagine my strange ..tks in advance for your answers.Bye...